ILY..... I am deeply sorry for not being a good friend. I always felt that way whenever I turned down hanis's , lely's and your offer to go to a trip together. It's not like you guys aren't my priority. It's just sometime I think I do not belong to you guys. Yelah kan.. korang duduk dekat2 je. Selalu spend time together, Aku ni tercampak sorg2 kt sini. Okay aku tahu kau akn ckp 'Jangan nk mengada, kau yg tanak datang'. Well, if there is a will, there is a way. My biggest mistake. I never show my will as a friend like you did to lely and hanis by going to their place and they went to yours.
I am such a bad friend. This happens every time I read your confession in your blog. Yes, I am your a freak friend. Despite living 667 miles away from you, I never stop care about you. I secretly read every updates you wrote on your blog....DUHH....peliknya bunyi.
REPLY to your TITANIC situation: ----->http://ilydotus.blogspot.com/2016/05/titanic-situation.html
"Told you guys that I have some serious thoughts lately. One night it hits me that I don't really have a friend that I can call my own. All my friends are now currently befriend with someone else. I can't help but to feel sad because that's how life goes. We share friends. But it's gonna feel great if I have one friend that's mine. I never had a friendship that lasts 10 years++ because I moved alot in Malaysia. I had three different primary schools and three different high schools. So that explains why I don't have that many friends. When I went to the new school, everybody already have their own clique and gang. Same goes here in Columbus."
Babe, it doesn't have to be living in a gang or clique that make you feel happy. It's who you have by your side through your ups and downs. For me, being in a gang does not mean I get to be myself. Being in a gang is all about sharing happiness while having friends means you get to share your happiness and sadness. A true friend is someone you feel close to even tough you guys are million thousand miles away. Someone who can understand you well, who can tell if you are lying, someone knows you damn well. Damn it!! I love you guys so much.
One more thing, about that Jack and Rose situation, you said you noticed that this person gonna save this, this person gonna save that. Do not worry babe. I do not know how to swim. So let's die together.
Hugs and kisses <3
